My thoughts on torture

I believe torturing is a wonderful way to remove your partner's "emotional skin" by the precise application of pain and or fear.  I liked it to keeping his brain so busy dealing with the sensations (after all pain is only ONE interpretation of a sensation)that he doesn't have the ability to keep up an emotional facade.  In this way he opens his heart to you.  William is a wonderful alchemist.  I put in pain and I get out love and appreciation.  What woman wouldn't WANT to torture under those circumstances!

William made this vise by mating a Sears woodworking to the acrylic panels he had fabricated.  The vise can be used to compress the scrotum and/or the penis (for a not-so-little phallus under glass).  I used a neurowheel (top left) along the base of the scrotum.  The scrotal skin was stretched taut by the vise and bled nicely, as seen in the picture (lower right) where his scrotum looks like a tomato.   I then pierced William's penis with a diabetic lancet (lower left).  William is such a wonderful masochist that no bondage was necessary.  These pictures were taken in May of 1998.

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What do you get a sadist for her birthday?
All sorts of clothespins of course
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In 1998, I got some very nice presents for my birthday.  Over 200 evil clothespins in all shapes and sizes, assorted handy vises (shown below)and a strap-on.  Can you find it in the picture below?   I loved when I got to put my presents to good use!

See the mini pins in the jar?  They go on next!  The really really small ones are evil, evil, evil, he assured me that he was willing to take them for me as a birthday present.  I about passed out from the sadistic joy that I felt as I watched him try to figure out how to take the pain from the tiniest wooden pins.

One note - If you like clothespins, or want to try them.  First fold the edge over a piece of sandpaper, just like you were going to hang it on a clothesline.  Then put the clothespin on the edge and rub it back and forth to remove any splinters.  We want to hurt him on OUR terms, not the clothespin manufacturer's terms.
 

More Birthday Fun

I set up the picnic table under the screw eyes that normally hold the sling, then I attached the chains and cuffed him in.  First I tried the quick-grip mini bar clamp present (those guys at vise-grip sure know how to keep a sadist happy).  Can you guess which present I tried next...?  Keep guessing!

I want to say something about my torturing abilities.  William taught me so much when we first started playing.  I was fortunate enough to be able to build upon his fifteen years of CBT experience.  He taught me what you could and couldn't do safely.  He showed me that it didn't matter if I pulled really hard, it wasn't going to come off.  His wonderful masochism encouraged me to keep him screaming, even when my good-girl side told me that I should probably stop now, while my sadistic side said, "You call THAT screaming?".

I truly think a Top is only as good as his/her bottom (though the reverse is also true) and William has been the most wonderful bottom.  He's put up with hours and hours of torture experiments, some which came out great and are now incorporated into our repetoire, as well as the others that failed horribly (no more sparklers in the house).  He has always been extremely supportive saying such wonderful things as, "You are the sadist of my dreams" or when in extremely severe pain he tells me, "Thank you darling" with such love in his voice.  What a wonderful canvas on which to paint with pain.
 

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The bench is covered by a drape so that any fluids or wax can be easily cleaned up.  I am wearing gloves because Victor is a guest masochist and not fluided bonded to us.

After the clothespin warm up, we proceeded to use some abrasive brushes on his balls, and the wax his whole body, with a purple candle that was made with a wax that melts at a very low temperature.  Normally I would not advocated the use of colored wax nor beeswax nor perfumed candles.  The additives make the candle burn too hot to be used in this context.

In this picture, I used rubber bands to "lift and separate" his balls.  While I was adding the rubber bands, I used astroglye to masturbate him, I was doing this to add a little "nice" to help offset the "mean" so I could keep the ambient torture level at about a "6" or "7"

Finally, the moment I had been waiting for
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If you'd like to tell him a) how lucky he is or b) what a nice stiffie he has, send mail to
Wm
poor William suffers so, and doesn't get much mail.
 

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